Length: 67,000 words approx.
Cover Design: Black Jazz Design
Blurb
Nate and his teenage daughter need a fresh start, so they move back to the village where he grew up. Nate's transgender, and not used to disclosing his history, so it's hard living where people knew him before. When Nate reconnects with Jack--his best friend from school and unrequited crush--his feelings return as strong as ever.
Jack's returned home to get his life in order after an addiction to alcohol caused him to lose everything: his job, his driver's licence, and nearly his life. He's living with his parents, which is less than ideal, but rekindling his friendship with Nate--or Nat as Jack once knew him--is an unexpected benefit of being back home. Jack is amazed by Nate's transformation, and can't deny his attraction. Trying for more than friendship might ruin what they already have, but the chemistry between them is undeniable.
Doubting his feelings are reciprocated, Nate fears he's risking heartbreak. Jack's reluctance to tell his parents about their relationship only reinforces Nate's misgivings. With both their hearts on the line and their happiness at stake, Jack needs to make things right, and Nate has to be prepared to give him a second chance.
Excerpt
A shock of recognition made Nate’s heart jump, thudding erratically.
Jack.
Torn between conflicting urges to approach and flee, Nate stared at him, powerless to move.
How many years had it been since Nate had seen him? At forty-five Nate found each year passed faster than the one before. It must have been twenty years at least since he’d seen Jack, maybe more, and longer still since they’d spoken properly. Their last meeting had been nothing more than an awkward exchange of greetings when they ran into each other in the village pub one Christmas. The distance between them had cut Nate like a knife, so different to their teenage years when they’d been best friends, and almost inseparable.
Jack slumped forward again, letting the cigarette butt fall from his fingers. He put his hands over his face and Nate recognised despair and hopelessness, because they’d been his companions in the past. Acting on instinct, he approached.
“Sorry to intrude,” he said, pausing in front of Jack. “But are you okay? Is there anything I can do?”
Jack jerked his head up in surprise. His pale cheeks flushed as he shook his head. “Not really. Just having a bad day. You know how it is… or maybe you don’t.”
“I do.”
Nate studied him. The years had changed Jack, of course, but the essence of him was still the same. Sharp features, the strong nose Jack had always hated, even more defined with age, but more balanced now with dark stubble and the lines that the years were beginning to carve around his eyes and mouth.
As Jack stared back, Nate realised there was no recognition dawning on Jack’s face. To Jack, Nate was a stranger. Five years on testosterone had changed Nate to a point where Jack couldn’t see the person Nate had been before. Normally this was something Nate was glad about, but now he felt a pang of regret.
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Nate and his teen daughter have returned to his childhood hometown, not an easy task to move back to a town who knew him pre-transition. Jack is surprised to find his childhood best friend and first love also back in town. Nate ended their friendship because he was in love with Jack. Jack was gay and never thought of Nate that way when they were kids. Jack’s life crashed and he’s back home with his parents trying to get it straightened out. He’s struggling with his depression and when he meets Nate, he has someone else to occupy his time. Jack and Nate’s friendship starts out awkwardly, two men getting to know each other again, and turns into more. It’s not easy getting to a HEA, but both men learn communication and honesty to find their way.
I’ve read one or two books that had transgender main characters (there aren’t a lot available in this genre) but this book felt so very real and authentic. Yes, it’s probably because the author is transgender, which was a huge asset, in my opinion. This book was forthright, frank and honest and did not shy away from discussing the sexual relationship between two men, with one being transgender. The story also gave insight into Nate’s recognizing himself and working through the changes to accept himself. The story shows Nate’s insecurities with how a person will react during the initial intimacies.
I really enjoyed this story, especially Nate. Jack was definitely a work in progress and I struggled to understand some of his behaviors, like hiding Nate from his parents but eventually, he gets there. Nate had a wonderful, supportive mother and daughter which I thought added a nice dynamic to the story showing the whole of Nate. This was a great second chance story, one that I would highly recommend! It was fairly low angst and really focused on relationships in their various different forms.
Rating: 4 stars!
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One day, Jay decided to try and write a short story—just to see if he could—and found it rather addictive. He hasn’t stopped writing since.
Jay writes contemporary romance about men who fall in love with other men. He has five books published by Dreamspinner Press, and also self-publishes under the imprint Jaybird Press. Many of his books are now available as audiobooks.
Jay is transgender and was formerly known as she/her.
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