Blog Tour: M/M ~ Uncommon Valor by Rachel Ravenheart ~ (ARC Review, Author Interview, Excerpt + Giveaway)
Title: Uncommon Valor
Author: Rachel Ravenheart
Publisher: Cool
Dudes Publishing
Cover Artist: Louis
C Harris
Length: 167 Pages
Release Date: July
22, 2015
Blurb: “Lil’ Bro,
If you’re reading this, then something obviously
happened and I’m not going to be around. I wanted to let you know how much I
love you, and you don’t have to tear yourself up over this. I’m the one who
chose to enlist, and I believe I’ve served proudly for the last few years. I
know this won’t ease your mind any, but I believe I’m probably in a better
place now. Please don’t be sad. I died doing what I loved, fighting for my
country. I wish I could be there for you when you tell Mom and Dad about you
being gay. Just know that I am with you in spirit. Look to Chase for guidance.
I know he’ll be the big brother for you I can no longer be. The guys will be a
great support for you, and they won’t care that you’re gay. They’re a great
group of guys, and they’ll treat you just like I would. They’ll be a support
system for you when Dad blows up, and you know he will. Be safe and know I will
be watching out for you from the other side.
Love, Sam.”
Last weekend with the platoon
was great.
I met a ton of new people,
and the guys were really supportive when I told them. I hadn’t heard anything
from my Mom, so I wasn’t sure what to think about that, but I’d decided I
wasn’t going to worry too much. I was on cloud nine from having spent time with
people who didn’t care I was gay and treated me like one of the guys even
though I wasn’t a Marine.
That all came to a halt when
I ran into Tina in the dining hall on campus during the week.
Tina uses her beauty to her
advantage. She’s medium height with red hair and green eyes. Whatever she said
was right and she was of the opinion that no one could outsmart her.
Personally, I tried to stay away from her if I possibly could.
But, she had a crush on me.
I never got the chance to
tell my brother that during a night of drunkenness I had slept with her. There
was a part of me that always felt something else had been involved, but I
couldn’t prove it. I didn’t even know if we did anything. All I knew was I woke
up the next morning in the same bed with her and both of us were naked. It
wasn’t something I was proud of, and I honestly hoped I would never see her
again. Unfortunately, we were both in law school together, so I knew that
wasn’t going to be an option.
I’d almost completely
forgotten about the incident because it had happened at the end of the semester
and I had taken the summer off. The new semester had just started, and I had
been lucky enough to not see her in any of my classes or around campus.
I was shocked to see her with
what I would consider a baby bump, but I didn’t want to make any assumptions. I
pretended to not see her, but she saw me.
“Jason! I need to talk to
you,” she said, and grasped my elbow from behind.
“What do you want, Tina?” I
yanked my arm out of her grasp with a snarl.
“It’s a private matter.”
“We can talk at my house, but
that’s all that’s going to happen.” I turned and walked away, expecting her to
follow me to the parking lot. As it turned out, we were parked fairly close to
each other, and I motioned for her to follow me as I got into my car.
§
We arrived at my house and I
was still trying to figure out what she wanted to talk to me about. I had a
feeling I wasn’t going to like it.
Inside, she headed for the
lounge. “Would you like something to drink?” I asked. When I turned to face her
she held her stomach in a protective manner.
“Water would be nice.”
“Have a seat and I’ll be
right back.” I said, placing my bag on the floor by the door.
When I returned, she was
standing in front of the bay window looking out over the park. “Here you go.” I
held out a bottle of water to her as she turned around.
“Thanks, Jason. I’m sorry to
put you out like this, but I needed to talk to you and I didn’t want to do it
with people around.”
“What’s going on? I haven’t
seen you since the end of spring semester.” I walked over and took a seat on
the couch and waited to hear what she had to say.
“I went home for summer break
and some surprising news came up just before I came back to school.” She came
over and sat down next to me.
“Spit it out,” I said,
frustrated. I just wanted her gone; something about her really irked me.
“The thing is, just before I
came back I realized that I had missed my period so I went to the doctor and
took a pregnancy test. I’m pregnant.”
“What’s that got to do with
me?” It felt like I had been punched in the gut.
“Well, I hadn’t been with
anyone for a while before you and I hooked up at the end of the semester.” She
licked her lips and wrung her hands.
“We didn’t hook up. I got way
too drunk and don’t remember anything until I woke up the next morning with you
by my side and naked.”
“Why do you refuse to believe
that what we shared was something special?” she whined. “You know you love me,
you only need to admit it and we’ll be happy together as a family.”
“It wasn’t special. What do
you want from me?”
“I want you to be a father to
our child. I want us to be a family.” She tried to put her hand on my arm. I
pulled away.
“We will never be a family.
What the HELL were you thinking? Obviously you weren’t; that’s the problem.” I
walked over to the bay window and glared out. “If the child is mine I’ll
support it and even take custody of him or her, but we will never be together.
As soon as the baby is born I’m going to fight for custody and before I commit
to anything there needs to be a paternity test, until that time you are nothing
more to me than a pregnant woman. Until you have further information, I think
this is all we have to talk about.”
“We’d make good parents
together. Why are you refusing to admit that?” she cried.
“I have no doubt that we will
be good parents, but we won’t be a couple. I’m gay and will not be in a
relationship with any woman. Now, if there’s nothing else, I think that it’s
time for you to leave. Let me know when you set up the paternity test and I’ll
be there. We’ll talk more after the test results come back.” I opened the front
door and waited for her to leave. I was being mean and harsh, but I was pissed
about what had happened, mostly at myself because I let myself get wasted at
that party. I wished I could remember what happened that night.
She stormed past me and went out to her car mumbling under her breath. Part of me hoped I was the father, but there was a greater part of me that hoped I would have nothing more to do with her.
Tracy's Review:
3.5 Stars
*copy provided to Bayou Book Junkie by author/publisher via Creative Minds in exchange for an honest review*
There were things that I loved about this story, and things that just didn’t work. I struggled with how to rate this story, so here goes.
After losing his older brother, the only person besides his best friend Alex who knows he is gay, Jason is heartbroken. He meets Chase, one of his brothers Marine buddies at his brothers funeral and it’s instant attraction The two start seeing each other, but this book is set before the repeal of DADT, so we know this is going to be a problem right off the bat.
I loved the togetherness of this couple. They were there through the good times and the bad for one another. They supported one another, and worked through their issues together. This couple shared a good chemistry and love, even if is was VERY close to instalove. The main characters were well developed. The story was fast paced, but some of the scenes were choppy and felt incomplete. Some scenes ended much too abruptly and jumped ahead to the next scene.
Chase’s Marine buddies were well developed as well, and served as a good support system for the couple.
The plot was intriguing and the premises was good, but the story fell short. I wanted more emotion from the story. More struggle. Solutions to the MC’s situations came much to easily for these characters. I wanted to see sadness and anger and I just didn’t get the emotion I was looking for. Reading this story should have had me in knots, sitting on the edge of my seat, biting my nails, and this just didn’t happen.
I love rearms of endearments in books, if they are used correctly and spaced apart. Jason and Chase discovered the word “babe” and forgot they had names. Terms of endearments are fine to use, but not multiple times in a paragraph, when you are the only two in the room/house, because who else would you be speaking to?
All in all it wasn’t a bad read, it just needed more emotion, and some scenes needed reworking.
Author Interview:
Hi Rachel, thank you for agreeing to this interview.
1) What inspired this story?
2) What are your favorite qualities about each of these main characters?
3) Is there a message in this book you would like readers to grasp?
4) Can you share the project(s) you are currently working on?
5) If you could have dinner with any person in history, dead or alive, who would it be, and what would you want to talk about?
Ms.
Ravenheart is new to the literary world, but has had the desire to write since
junior high school. She moved from a small town in Iowa in time to start high school in Louisiana.
Rachel
lost sight of writing as she got bogged down with sports and school. Her dream
of being a writer forgotten as she looked to the future to study Political
Science with the hope of going to law school when she moved to Texas.
To
make her way in the world she got wrapped up in the field of nursing when she
got a job as a C.N.A. and soon even her dream of law school was forgotten.
Strangely, thanks to an injury, she was at home recuperating and was bored when
she remembered her love for writing. Never thinking she would ever get
published, she began.
It
was writers like Rob Colton, Mann Ramblings, and Alicia Nordwell that inspired
her creativity. She found GayAuthors.org and after some encouragement she
decided to post her first story. With the enthusiasm of readers her confidence
grew and she took the step to send off her first story to be published.
Hopefully, the first of many.
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Winner’s
Prize: E-copy of Uncommon
Valor.
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